"Lovely Little Dream, You Are"


I speak to her in my head all night
this wish won't hurt,
'cause Amphetaminia tells a lie
And I'm coming back for more,
and of what I'm not to sure -
about you anyway,
as our lives have lead us to this decay
And I will find a better way,
for I had dreamt you up that day
I feel left out, and of what is all I doubt
I fall into the sound,
and spin it in my head all around and around
While still I'll think of you I know
that you can feel a love that is all alone
in the faces she sold
telling tales always told
My heart is but a hole
A web you spun,
wishful strands of what you're not
This pain you feed upon...
but, for you, my heart won't spill its love
I'm coming back for more,
and of what I'm not to sure -
about you anyway
A burial of endless blame
I wanted to wish our fate away,
but I had dreamt you up that day
Alone, a hole, I go away
I go away
I know I feel a weight

(lyrics altered 10/10/15, 3/13/21)