"Sow to Solve"

I set my head on fire,
to be a little blinder
I hate the way she fades away,
in broken blooms I can not claim
I fall apart before I yearn,
in knowing me for all that burns
Can all these things I have ever lost
be made again back in my heart,
a vacant reaching runs right up
and sucks for soul
I wake to find a brand-new pain
that sorely seals my need of rain
A thought that I can pull back in
of things that I know should have been
I take this feeling in revolve
to the last and sow to solve
Though I'm weakly worn and walled
I'm burning out